2 July 2006, 2:40am ~In what world is this?~
Mood:  irritated
Topic: What do ya think?
I'm sure most of you must have watch the clips from http://www.youtube.com/ (I'm not going to post a full link of it here) about the Form 2 bitches in gangsterism in Miri recently. Or maybe at least read about it from the newspaper, right? What the heck is happening in our society today? Everything is going nuts. They are just FORM TWO....hello world? Probably we're going to hear about gangsterism in primary 2 anytime soon...... oh man.....

1 July 2006, 3:46am ~WTF~
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: My Dull Life
I should be sleeping by now (damnit), but I just thought of one thing that I cannot keep till the morning...sorry la, I just have to fa xie.

Why the fuck can't we all be thankful, gladful, and appreciate for the happening of everything instead of hatred being evolved? Look at things positively lah. How I hate my friends sometimes. I really respect as much as spending time and enjoying myself with you guys......... but you can be fuckers when it's not needed....no sweat.

28 June 2006, 3:11am ~Am I lame?~
Mood:  not sure
Topic: My Dull Life

I know I should hate him. I don’t see him everyday, but we will meet quite frequently. He is doing something I should actually be doing, or is he not? If he is and for the thing he does, that makes him my enemy number one. I know about his intention. But I guess he doesn’t know me at all. He doesn’t even know who I really am. However, the more I see him, the more I think he’s not one bad person. The more I see him, the more I want to get to know him better. I want to know about his personality. I want to know about his sincerity. I’ll make sure he’s not a jerk or something. If he’s one of them, for sure I’ll kick his arse hard and have him gotten rid before me. But if he happens to be a nice guy, I will take on his challenge….a challenge that fights for one purpose. And if the one likes it, I will eventually have my flag raised willingly, and probably withdraw from the scene without leaving at trace behind. What can I do if that really happens? All I can do is to blame myself for not doing enough. So what the heck am I talking about? I don’t know, and please don’t ask. I guess I’m just a failure. I’m the dumb-jerk and a pathetic after all. How I hate myself sometimes ….